Sat, 31 Dec 2005 02:42:13 GMT

this journal should just be a letter to emma.

it would make more sense.

like:

dear emma,

today i did this and yesterday i did that.

goodbye,

stephannie.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 06:12:14 GMT

i don't get it.

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 21:54:33 GMT

hey guys!

school sucks.

but this is how happy fight club makes me.

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 01:34:28 GMT

hey guys! school starts tomarrow! eeeeeeeeeeeeeek.

i am actually very excited, though, for fall.

because i dislike the heat and i like sweaters.

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 06:34:14 GMT

well. i really can't tell if me skipping a grade was a good idea. nothing is seeming to work out. i just want to go on trips and have fun and NOT worry about how it will look on my bloody "record".

gah. the only word that could explain how i am feeling.

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 17:21:20 GMT

What are your initials- sas
Ever been given a ring - probably.
Longest Relationship - NEVER
Last gift you gave - well, i bought jacob a gift at the airport, but i am yet to give it to him.
Last gift received - couldn't tell you.
How many times have you dropped your cell - like once.
Last sport played - softball
Where do you live - my house or "hacienda" psh whatever
Highschool you attended - edmonds homeschool resource center
Cell phone service provider - t-mobile
Favorite mall store - urban outfitters
Longest Job held - like 2 years or so
Do you own a pair of dice - i sure do.
Do you prank call people - not anymore :[
Last wedding attended - hmm jesse johnson's i believe. NO her sister's.
First friend you call if you won the lottery - hannah or nick or jacob
Last time you attended church - last night
Favorite Lake - lake chelan.
Have you ever cheated on someone - nope
How many Harry Potters book you’ve read - six
Age of first kiss - eh.
Favorite fast food restaurant - dicks or jackinthebox

Biggest lie you’ve heard - well.
Where do you work - nowhere
Where did you go to college? i will attend edcc
Can you cook - kind of
What kinda car you drive - i don't drive
Best kisser - eh.
Worst kisser - eh.
Last “hook-up”- never
Most hated food - mushrooms and zuccinis
Thing you like most about yourself - whatever.
Thing you hate most about yourself - my jerkiness
Have a secret you can’t tell - yes
Longest work shift worked - just like three hours
Favorite movie - crouching tiger hidden dragon, saving private ryan, the royal tenenbaums
Condom brand - haha
Can you sing - i don't think so.
Last concert attended - blood brothers or riley taylor
Favorite Restaurant - la hacienda
Last movie rented - the shining

Firsts.

First best friend: kimmy.
First car: no NO

First screenname: snowlover38 and i have never changed

First self purchased CD: i dont remember but probably britney spears or something.
First pets: addie my dog. or max my cat.

First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was like 0.
First instrument: violin

Lasts.

Last cigarette: never.
Last car ride: from youth group to home.
Last good cry: ah after mystic river. oh gosh. oh gosh.
Last movie seen: mystic river

Last food consumed: gushers.
Last time showered: monday. haha.
Last annoyance: bugbites. ack.
Last disappointment: maybe not being able to go on the ski retreat because of bloody college. gr.

Last website visited: myspace.
Last word/s you said: whoa. i haven't said any this morning. haha. so probably tipper go away. go away.
What color socks are you wearing? NONE!
What color of underwear are you wearing? green striped

What's under your bed? my dog.

What time did you wake up today? 9:30

.FUTURE.

Where do you want to go to college? who knows.
What is your career going to be? who knows.
Where are you going to live? here. i love it.
How many kids do you want? one and/or two

.CURRENT.

Current mood: alright
Current music: el scorcho; weezer

Current taste: lemonade
Current crush: oh boy.
Current hair: up in a pomjehfkjlwebf and ponytail
Current clothes: sweats and n'sync t-shirt.
Current Desktop picture: bobdylan.
Current color of toenails: n/a
Current hate: school. stupid running start.

EVER
(x)kissed a member of the same sex [on the cheek]
() crashed a friend's car
() been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
() been dumped
(x) been fired or laid off
() been in a fist fight
()snuck out of my parent's house
() ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
() ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
()been arrested
(x)own a pair of 1 dollar ear rings
() celebrated new years in time square
() gone on a blind date
()had a crush on a teacher
() celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
() been to Europe
(x) been married. duh.
(x) gotten divorced. i think.
() had children
(x) seen someone die.
() been to Africa.
(x} Slapped a friend
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been on a plane
() Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
() Thrown up in a bar
(x)Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
() been in an abusive relationship
() been pregnant or got someone pregnant
() lost a child
() gone to college
() graduated college
() tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

.UNIQUE.

1. Nervous Habits? scraping the mascara off my eyelashes.
2. Are you double jointed? no
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? just one
6. Can you cross your eyes? i don't believe i can
7. Tattoos? none/
8. Piercings and where: 4 ears.

.CLOTHES.

10. Which shoe goes on first? i don't know.
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? i sure have.
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? like 20 dollars.
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? well. this one with a coin.
14. Favorite piece of clothing? my jeans and moccasins.

.FOOD.

16. Have you ever eaten Spam? yes
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? hmm. they're all so good.
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? dos.
19. What's your favorite beverage? coke. and diet coke.
20. What's your favorite restaurant? haven't we been here before?
21. Do you cook? sometimes?!!! AHH REDUNDENT LOSERS.

.GROOMING.

22. How often do you brush your teeth? two times a day.
23. Hair drying method? air dry, mostly.
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yes. i have.

.MANNERS.

25. Do you swear? try not to.
26. Do you ever spit? i don't know how :[

.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE.

27. Animal? haven't thought about it in a while. and i'm definitely not going to now.
28. Food? sushi.
29. Month? december. i love the winter.
30. Day? wednesday.
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? patrick star
32. Shoe Brand? vans.
33. Subject in school? latin.
34. Color? turqiose or whatever. you stupid punks.
35. Sport? baseball.
36. TV show? seinfeld.

.IN AND AROUND.

41. The CD player? radiohead; hail toy the theif. radiohead; amnesiac. the shins; chutes too narrow.
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? meredith.
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?every now and again.
45. What color is your bedroom? brown
46. Do you use an alarm clock? not really. ever.
47. Window seat or aisle? window of course.

.LA LA LAND.

48. What's your sleeping position? stomach.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? i do. i do.
50. Do you sleepwalk? i wouldn't know.
51. Do you talk in your sleep? yes, actually, i do.
52. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no, but real animals? yes.
53. How about with the light on? a crack.
54. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? music.

OH BOY. WASN'T THAT FUN?

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 19:53:09 GMT

i'm going to idaho for like four days to visit lydia. i'm excited, it will be fun.

anyway, i guess will talk to whoever on monday.

my cheek hurts pretty bad because that bloody natalie pelted me in teh face with the sand hack during three hack whack.

ga.

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 05:42:10 GMT

i'm painting my room and reading a book.

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 07:19:39 GMT

so.

i was on the computer for like an hour.

then my brother kicked me off.

but that didn't stop me, oh no siree it didn't, i went and got the laptop.

has my life honestly become that pathetic?

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 07:09:49 GMT

stephannie and jacob went on an adventure today.

we ran through the fountain and pretended to be tourists.

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 16:38:49 GMT

stephannie went swing dancing last night.

woo hoo.

i'm not very good.

it kinda sucks.

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 03:20:28 GMT

hello.

i'm bored to tears at the moment.

every day i stay home is a day closer to insanity.

my mind wanders here and there. it never ceases. i get sick. everything makes me sick.

sleep could help. but even that is slowly slipping through the cracks of my hands like sand.

die.

stephannie.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 20:28:10 GMT

stephannie has a new livejournal.

its pretty neat.

if i say so myself.

anyway,

love.

&& curse sir walter raleigh